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NewAndImproved
Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 5:20 AM

Hello hello everyone, as you can tell I haven't been on much because me blog has been under renovations haha so a BIGGGG thanks and shout out to Ilahhhh, now my page looks awesome thanks to you hahah

Hmmm so I've been pretty sick lately, barely had any sleep last night, think I only got a max of 2 hours at most? But today I had my captain speeched 0_0 And we were only told the day before that we had to do a speech, so all in all we only had one so wtf. But it ended all well, cause I think I did pretty good, the students and teachers both reacted well and laughed where it needed to be laughed lol

Argh I got exams in 2 freaking week!! I feels so unprepared, I'm really nervous and shit, but I can't be damn studying, I just have no motivation man. Work is also a damn bitch, pretty damn tiring riding a bike a couple of K's when you have no freaking energy.

And on the same week as the exams, is when the Boys Hip Hop dance fest is on ==" so that is pretty fucked up, don't know what I'm gonna do. But I think the dance is going pretty good, me and Nuks have worked hella hard to get this shit together and our greatest concern is that the people won't learn it in time =/ Just gotta wait and see I guess.

Thinking about "her" had me pretty emo this week as well, which led to a fight with Jessica which ended with me not talking to her, but now we is talking again so all is good (=, hmmm but here is some of my emo writing posted on facebook...

"Ive been hearin... dat eva since u were gone... Ive been sadder n... angrier. Am I...? Is dat even possible for 1 person to drastically change another? Dey tell me to 4get u, dey say wit so much hate "she played u like a fool, n u defend her?!" Is I defendin u? If I were, y is it so rong? If only I culd turn bck time, bt u made ur chioce. But your back. I jst wanna drink away till ur drowned in my head..."

It had some people worried haha don't know why though lol just my way of letting out bad mojo in me lol

So far only had one highlight for this week, she only one that gave me a real smile lol I doubt she would know who she is, but it was pretty nice =)

Aight well I'ma off since feeling sick like a dog gonna get some rest byee.