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Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 2:32 AM

30 weeks.
That's how much time left I have at school... 30 weeks.
30 weeks and counting...

It really is amazing though, that it has been now been 5 years, 5 years of trials and tribulations, 5 years of ups and downs and 5 years of many unforgetable things, both good and bad...

I reckon I've accomplished many things in 5 years at school. I mean I don't think many people can say that they have starred in a theatre production, met the founder of bboying from England, danced in front of thousands of people feauturing on tv and meeting amzing people over 5 years. And I'm only 17 haha

I also think it is also the reason why I am so scared of leaving school. I mean all the things I've accomplised, what if this all stops once I'm outta school. What if I spend my days doing nothing more than just lazing at home, and work everyday... for the rest of my life? No I really hope that does not happen. I still want to accomplish so many things... it's just a question of how.

My school friends... how I love them, so very much. I mean they can be annoying and be idiots and all that, but a great deal of my life, 5 years of my life have been spent with these people!! And to think after this year that most us will lose contact is a frightning thought. But some of these people know me to well. Even if I never see them again, I know they'll be in my memories for a long time.

But as well as contemplating of the past, I've learnt many things. Never wear your heart on your sleeves, meaning never get attached to noone, always treading carefully. I've also done wrong to a girl, and to her I say sorry and even though we aren't talking, I just hope shes knows...
Ahh and in the love department, I can say I was very ignorant when I was 12, I still am now I guess, and I've got a long way to go but I've grown that's for sure.

I've also learnt to love my family more over the past 5 years, I mean to them I guess I don't show it much, but they know and I know that I will do anything and everything for them. Family comes first... because family will be the only thing there when the rest of your life is gone.

Talking bout the past and future, I'm forgetting bout the present, oh how you give me the shits. The workload as of now is alright, but I know it can only get worse from here. Nine months of blood sweat and tears, I worry and dread when the HSC comes for it represent many things for me really. One, 13 years of schooling gone, over and done with. Two, that now I'm a big boy ahaha and that I'll having a job and soon hopefully a family of my own. Three, the worse of them all, change. I mean things are already changing so rapidly, that just thinking bout gets me all worked up =/ ugh... fml

Well I guess that's all for now, catch ya later

P.S this is my 50th post, but it's also the 50th anniversary of my school, creepy coincidence or what haha
WootWoot
Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 1:06 AM

So I have found something to partially fill my boredom in the hols... vid blogging!! haha
I already have uploaded to videos onto youtube with a combined views of already around 200 in less then 48 hrs so thats gotta be a good sign xD
The vids are usually on random shit that comes to mind and hopefully I'll be updating regualary but with yr 12 starting I'm not so sure lol
Got 12 subscribers as well, and growing steadily, hopefully for all ya'll that read my blog will also enjoy my vids xD
Mmm guess thats all for now you can watch me vids @
http://www.youtube.com/user/JustAnotherNiceAsian
Comment, rate, subscribe and spread spread spread!!!
Laters
2:17AM
Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 7:18 AM

Well as you can see, it's 2:17 am in Australia and I can't bloody sleep ahh.

Things have been so hum drum lately with nothing exciting going on... AT ALL. I find myself sleeping so late like at 6 in the morn spending my nights practising poker and playing pokemon -.- then when I wake up it's round 3 so my whole day has basically been through already.

The half way mark of the hols have passed, so there's only 3 weeks left. I really gotta find productive things to do, I don't want it to be a waste. I should start studying... ughhh I hate it, but I know its gonna do me good ==" ANDDDD I gotta go beach, all of these hols and I haven't been to the beach... IN THIS WEATHER... IN THE HOLS... IN AUSTRALIAAAA!!!!

What bout my lovelife... I do not know why I put myself through all of this, I think I find the right girl then BAMMMM shit goes crazy hahah man all I want is a nice girl to love, too much to ask I guess since girls go for the jerks, not the nice guys ahh I've said it once, and I'll say it again. SO much more easier if I was gay LOL. Hmmm I never understood why people say that, but yes, I think I'm just gonna focus on my studies, get it all over and done with then it's PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY timeeeeee hahah

I'm still wondering what I'ma do after school, think I'm jst gonna start working, save up money, and perhaps working on the side as a dance instructure mayeb, but I've heard that it's pretty hard... ahh who knows to early to think bout this now lol well I'm off now laters and peace
TheHolidays
Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 7:19 AM

Well whats doing everyone, first wanna be wishing everyone a Happy New Year for 2010, hoping you all have a good one.

So the hols have been alright haven't been doing much. Had a bbq day before NYE which was alright, got to meet new people and make new friends including a very nice girl named Lejla =P

Also been working out as well, bloody tiring, but feels good that I'm not at home just lazing bout and all that haha. And working out with Leo is extremely funny sometimes, specially when he can't take it no more ahaha.

Drank alot on New Years, with Mish, Dale and Brendan keeping me company on msn. Couldn't be stuffed going out and didn't wanna leave ma at home by herself as well *yes such a nice son aren't I LOL*

I've been dancing randomly round the house, boredom seeping into my head. Been making some choreoraphy fo some songs as well. I'm also spose to be doing school work as well, and like I honestly try but i can't stay on track so i give up =P

Birthday is in 23 days also. Man how I hate when people go crazy when I tell them I don't really celebrate my birthday. I mean it's not such a big deal that I don't is it? I just prefer that people that don't do anything, bit to much of a fuss to deal with anyway haha

Yes and I've also given up in renovating my blog, came to the conclusion that I do not have the resources nor the knowledge to make it look awesome enough haha

Mmm I've also been trying to tie up loose end with some girl that I've known from last year, most of them went well, but there was still one girl who seemed not to want to have anything to do with me anymore haha.

Oh yes almost forgot, I'M LEAVING THE CHEMIST haha yes I'ma retire at the end of January after a year and 10 months if working there I have had enough the job is so damn tiring with a very shit pay haha. But now I'ma have to find a new source of income now xD

I'm still feeling a bit depressed, tried to be happy since it's the New Year but the best I can do is cover it with a smile. I'ma not release details on here since I know my friends sometime reads this LOL But hopefully soon before long, I'll be smiling again soon.

Well thats all from me for now, once again Happy New Year and much love, Laters.