30 weeks.
That's how much time left I have at school... 30 weeks.
30 weeks and counting...

It really is amazing though, that it has been now been 5 years, 5 years of trials and tribulations, 5 years of ups and downs and 5 years of many unforgetable things, both good and bad...

I reckon I've accomplished many things in 5 years at school. I mean I don't think many people can say that they have starred in a theatre production, met the founder of bboying from England, danced in front of thousands of people feauturing on tv and meeting amzing people over 5 years. And I'm only 17 haha

I also think it is also the reason why I am so scared of leaving school. I mean all the things I've accomplised, what if this all stops once I'm outta school. What if I spend my days doing nothing more than just lazing at home, and work everyday... for the rest of my life? No I really hope that does not happen. I still want to accomplish so many things... it's just a question of how.

My school friends... how I love them, so very much. I mean they can be annoying and be idiots and all that, but a great deal of my life, 5 years of my life have been spent with these people!! And to think after this year that most us will lose contact is a frightning thought. But some of these people know me to well. Even if I never see them again, I know they'll be in my memories for a long time.

But as well as contemplating of the past, I've learnt many things. Never wear your heart on your sleeves, meaning never get attached to noone, always treading carefully. I've also done wrong to a girl, and to her I say sorry and even though we aren't talking, I just hope shes knows...
Ahh and in the love department, I can say I was very ignorant when I was 12, I still am now I guess, and I've got a long way to go but I've grown that's for sure.

I've also learnt to love my family more over the past 5 years, I mean to them I guess I don't show it much, but they know and I know that I will do anything and everything for them. Family comes first... because family will be the only thing there when the rest of your life is gone.

Talking bout the past and future, I'm forgetting bout the present, oh how you give me the shits. The workload as of now is alright, but I know it can only get worse from here. Nine months of blood sweat and tears, I worry and dread when the HSC comes for it represent many things for me really. One, 13 years of schooling gone, over and done with. Two, that now I'm a big boy ahaha and that I'll having a job and soon hopefully a family of my own. Three, the worse of them all, change. I mean things are already changing so rapidly, that just thinking bout gets me all worked up =/ ugh... fml

Well I guess that's all for now, catch ya later

P.S this is my 50th post, but it's also the 50th anniversary of my school, creepy coincidence or what haha

30 weeks.
That's how much time left I have at school... 30 weeks.
30 weeks and counting...

It really is amazing though, that it has been now been 5 years, 5 years of trials and tribulations, 5 years of ups and downs and 5 years of many unforgetable things, both good and bad...

I reckon I've accomplished many things in 5 years at school. I mean I don't think many people can say that they have starred in a theatre production, met the founder of bboying from England, danced in front of thousands of people feauturing on tv and meeting amzing people over 5 years. And I'm only 17 haha

I also think it is also the reason why I am so scared of leaving school. I mean all the things I've accomplised, what if this all stops once I'm outta school. What if I spend my days doing nothing more than just lazing at home, and work everyday... for the rest of my life? No I really hope that does not happen. I still want to accomplish so many things... it's just a question of how.

My school friends... how I love them, so very much. I mean they can be annoying and be idiots and all that, but a great deal of my life, 5 years of my life have been spent with these people!! And to think after this year that most us will lose contact is a frightning thought. But some of these people know me to well. Even if I never see them again, I know they'll be in my memories for a long time.

But as well as contemplating of the past, I've learnt many things. Never wear your heart on your sleeves, meaning never get attached to noone, always treading carefully. I've also done wrong to a girl, and to her I say sorry and even though we aren't talking, I just hope shes knows...
Ahh and in the love department, I can say I was very ignorant when I was 12, I still am now I guess, and I've got a long way to go but I've grown that's for sure.

I've also learnt to love my family more over the past 5 years, I mean to them I guess I don't show it much, but they know and I know that I will do anything and everything for them. Family comes first... because family will be the only thing there when the rest of your life is gone.

Talking bout the past and future, I'm forgetting bout the present, oh how you give me the shits. The workload as of now is alright, but I know it can only get worse from here. Nine months of blood sweat and tears, I worry and dread when the HSC comes for it represent many things for me really. One, 13 years of schooling gone, over and done with. Two, that now I'm a big boy ahaha and that I'll having a job and soon hopefully a family of my own. Three, the worse of them all, change. I mean things are already changing so rapidly, that just thinking bout gets me all worked up =/ ugh... fml

Well I guess that's all for now, catch ya later

P.S this is my 50th post, but it's also the 50th anniversary of my school, creepy coincidence or what haha