So its been a week and a bit into the school hols... and all I can say is how damn shit it is =/
Damnn man all I want is to be happy these hols but its hard, especially when you get turned down.

Man I also wanted to see my baby sister, very often do I get to see her cause of my dad. My hopes were held so high to see her on Christmas Day, but no. What does my stupid dad do? He doesn't pick us up cause of his goddamned wife, I lost it...copletely :@

Thinking bout her is a downer... but what can you say, friends were not meant to be lovers, and that is a shame =/

Then I'm also talking to the other "her" again, I thought "Well it's Christmas, might as well be nice" Lil later we're talking again, ah I so do not want my "sister" finding out... oh yeh... she's gonna kill me.

All I gotta say is thank you Lord for Southern Comfort, how you ease my pain. It's been a rough couple of weeks, lets hope the New Year brings a fresh start aye.

And people have been telling me to try and smile, but it's hard with nothing to smile about, si I just do it anyway, put on a mask to keep others happy, and I'm sick of prentending and all *sigh*

Ah well I'm off laters.

P.S with 250- and something views on my blog, I'm surprised noones following me on twittwer D: come one make me happy..pleaseeee?? And I'm a regular updater as well, so yeh c'mon!
http://twitter.com/thatniceguy2210 plus I've also added a C-Box as well so tell me what ya think of me rhymes when I do post any as well (:

So its been a week and a bit into the school hols... and all I can say is how damn shit it is =/
Damnn man all I want is to be happy these hols but its hard, especially when you get turned down.

Man I also wanted to see my baby sister, very often do I get to see her cause of my dad. My hopes were held so high to see her on Christmas Day, but no. What does my stupid dad do? He doesn't pick us up cause of his goddamned wife, I lost it...copletely :@

Thinking bout her is a downer... but what can you say, friends were not meant to be lovers, and that is a shame =/

Then I'm also talking to the other "her" again, I thought "Well it's Christmas, might as well be nice" Lil later we're talking again, ah I so do not want my "sister" finding out... oh yeh... she's gonna kill me.

All I gotta say is thank you Lord for Southern Comfort, how you ease my pain. It's been a rough couple of weeks, lets hope the New Year brings a fresh start aye.

And people have been telling me to try and smile, but it's hard with nothing to smile about, si I just do it anyway, put on a mask to keep others happy, and I'm sick of prentending and all *sigh*

Ah well I'm off laters.

P.S with 250- and something views on my blog, I'm surprised noones following me on twittwer D: come one make me happy..pleaseeee?? And I'm a regular updater as well, so yeh c'mon!
http://twitter.com/thatniceguy2210 plus I've also added a C-Box as well so tell me what ya think of me rhymes when I do post any as well (: